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I have been trying to write something from last half an hour and what I could write was not even a single line, not even four words and the thing is that why m I even trying to write…what do I want to write?
My colleagues here are so different than people I have met earlier. They are so sincere wit their studies (unlike engineers) and whenever they get time for themselves, they spend their time doing different things like painting, drawing, reading and doing many other interesting things. So, I kind of got inspired. Even I felt like doing something. I was just wondering what I can do.
Same thing happened after watching ‘Three Idiots’. An excellent movie. I could really relate to it so well. After my 12th std, I was not clear with my aim in life. Actually, I always had so many aims. So, obviously I was not clear with what I wanted to do and went for engineering (which was considered to be the most sought after profession at that time). Though I was not very good at studies but somehow managed to get placed with TCS. In the last year at college, again got indecisive about my career. Heard from a lot of people from this industry that B.Tech + MBA is a great combo and is the latest trend. Completed college, went home and again within three four days went to Chandigarh for MBA coaching. Started preparing for CAT very seriously, again as days passed I got more casual with studies and started waiting for TCS’s call. After some time, got desperate to return back to home. Left Chandigarh went home. Stopped preparing from entrance exams. Finally, got my joining date and the day I had to join TCS was the same day when my CAT was scheduled.WOW!! What a relief, I thought. Now, no CAT.
Then came to TCS, Ahmedabad. First two days were very hectic but then got used to it. Started enjoying. Now after two months, again I want to do something else. Every time I start doing anything, I feel that I am not made for this thing, I’ll do something else. But I don’t know what this something is. I just know that it should be something I have a passion for; something, I would enjoy doing; something, of which I’ll never get bored; something, interesting; something, I’ll be good at.
But again, what is this something? People say that every person has a hidden talent and the person needs to explore it. But how do you do that? I have not been able to find it till now and I guess it’s high time.
Even if I jot down points about my interests I am not able to settle down on something. Ok, let’s see. I like reading, I like listening to music, I like dancing and…..that’s it. And when I listen to music I feel like writing. So I began writing (wanted to give it a try), but again couldn’t even think of any topic to write about.
I guess I need some help!!!

TCS,Gandhinagar

It has been a long time since I have written something because we don’t have internet facility where we have been provided accommodation and going to cyber café after coming from ILP center is really very difficult. After sitting in front of PC from 9 in the morning to 6:30 in the evening, I don’t have the energy to go and sit in front of PC again.

Anyways, as already I said in my previous post, this post is about my time at TCS, Ahmedabad.

Well from the first day itself it has been a nice time. People are very good and helpful. The place is very peaceful. Though ILP is a little boring but still it is far better than other ILP centers, I guess. Life here is not that tough as I have heard about other ILP centers. These last two months were very……...i am not getting the exact word to describe actually. There were a lot of things… the tension of ECs (this is what they call the tests here), fun with friends, dumb games in class, trips to ahmedabad , again the tension about allocation and most importantly, the first salary feeling. WOW!!! It was not much but still, the feeling was awesome.

Now I am done with the first phase of training, started with the second phase. I hope this phase also goes well like the last one. The earlier it gets over, the earlier I’ll be able to go home. And after that , Bengaluru. Oh, I forgot to tell that I got my base branch at Bengaluru and by mid march I guess I’ll be there. so, that’s all for now.

Cya people , take care :)

yipeeeeee :)

after standing in the queue for so long and uttering the four words ' mera no. kab aayega??' continuously for 5 months, finally, mera number aagaya.yipeeeeee.my joining has finally come now. i have to join on 2nd dec at ahmedabad, the very same day when my CAT was scheduled..he he he...i think god loves me a lot. now i don't have to appear for CAT for which my preparation was not even close to any B grade college. enough of mba preparation. now i'll see to it after two years or so. abhi i am busy preparing for my joining. so much of paper work has to be done, then medical, then service agreement,then surety,then reservation,then something something; though there is lot to do but i m enjoying this part also. i hope i get all this done properly, i don't want to look stupid at my very first day.
i am really excited to join but also a little sad as i am going to miss this place,my home,my parents and my friends a lot.

don't know when will i make my next post but definitely my next post will be about my experience at ahmedabad :)

Good but not so Good

it has been a long time since i have made any post, almost 6 months..gosh!! thats a long time. well the reason was that my laptop had gone out of order and i didn't mind keeping it in an isolated corner of my room in chd as i had many other interesting things to do...now i know most of you might think that i was busy preparing for CAT as this was for what i had gone to chd but actually i did every other thing apart from this.No no no no.. don't think that i didn't study at all...i regularly attended my classes which were 14 hours per week on an average. ya i did study a little but now i am at home since diwali and getting apprehensive about CAT.

its time to fill forms for different colleges...and looking at my current situation at the academic front i m really confused which all forms to fill.though i seem to be enjoying time at home..getting up late, then watching tv, meeting friends, playing pool and studying a little bit so as not to feel guilty...but i m really feeling terrified by the sheer thought of CAT and other exams. i hope i get the joining soon so that i don't have to study...i am really tired of it. on top of that i don't have my laptop, it is still lying at the service center(thank god it has shifted from the isolated corner to service center) but the service here is really bad..it has been almost 15 days and no response.all this is adding to my frustration..thanks to my friend that i have got a laptop for few days.i hope i get my laptop as well as my joining soon.

The TIme of Firsts

It's been a long time since anyone made a post.

This one is about relationships. how it feels when its new and when it gets old, wether the flame will burn out eventually or keep glowing brighter than ever.

It's really an amazing feeling when the relationship is new.. the first surprise, the first date, the first gift, the first time together in rain, the first drive to the lake, the first sudden kiss, then the time when you go and tell it to your best friend and keep on blushing the whole time and saying it again nd again.. "wow!!! it was so romantic"

Then the time comes when u want to return all of this even better than what the other person has done for you. a bigger surprise so as to show your "TOKEN OF LOVE"

This is time of believing that nething is possible.. for e.g. like v gonna really work hard nd go to the same college, spend all the time together.. its the time wen u feel dat everything will b perfect because he or she says so that it will be nd dat nuthing can go wrong ever, even if ur friends keep on warning you.. frens keep on telling you frm deir own experience that dnt rush.. think it thruu.. b practical.. all u keep thinking is dat i wil manage.. dey keep on saying dat b reallly carefull wen d oder person is ur friend.. coz if nething goes wrong u will loose a fren tooo. bt u reply dat if i not.. i will loose him or her completely...

This is the time when your friends will taunt you that u have forgotten us.. pull ur leg on every little thing, make commentsss like "achaaa.. ab toh ppl dnt even have the time and balance to give a missed call" bt theres a great feeling in this tooo.... this makes u realize that ur friends r missing you well telling you side by side dat u r in luv wid sum1.

TO SWATII.. u rckk

well i feel and i say dis on behalf of everyone.. that swati deserves sum appreciation.. rite.. for being such an awcool friend.. 4 always being dere.. for always being a vent for ppl to let go of their anger nd frustations nd never complaining ;).. nd now i was really impressed to kno.. dat hardly two or three days after collg she moved to chandigarh for mba preperations.. stayin in a pg.. away from d comfort of home.. she harldy got time to rest.. nd luk at us.. we r just lazyin around.. heres a toast to swatii.. hw independent she is.. u did a gr8 jab by startin dis blog.. TO SWATIII!!! thanks for giving me permission to write blogs.. i just wish dat u find ur FOCUS in life soon... plz feel free to add cments about wt u feel about her nd u can add ur best moment wid her alsoo...

frm neha nd me

from college to home...

so i am finally done with the exams and the project presentation and now i am @ home. last few days at JUIT were kinda messy but still will miss all the moments spent there. Bidding adieu was difficult...but still managed to control my tears..waise bhi some of my friends were there who were constantly saying stupid things and were doing comedy. but neha cried a lot...will certainly miss her...ashima and aish left when i was busy with the presentation...cudnt even meet them :( ...these four years have taught me a lot of things about life,about people,about every damn thing. though i don't need to say this again but i'll really miss all the time spent there... missing already actually...the journey from college to home was not at all good :( ..got stuck in a traffic jam which was the reslut of a terrible accident on the highway...within an hour drive after getting out of there the tyre got punctured...fortunately found a repair shop nearby...and then after a continuous drive reached home at 8 pm.. got a very warm welcome :) ...had a delicious dinner and slept mazze se...but now back home the very first day was very unusual..started with a good morning which unfolded to a blunder..while unpacking i realised that i have lost all my certificates..the 10th marksheet..12th ... b.tech marksheets...even my birth certificate. got scolded from mama for being so careless.. ..after looking here and there for about 2 hours mama found them :) ...she had herself kept them there...it was such a relief...thank god!! but first day hi daant padh gayi....koinaa....i hope kal se sab sahi rahe..have to discuss future plans with my parents also..its going to be a solid discussion..but first i need to clear my head about all the doubts regarding my career.

cya for nw...