Good but not so Good

it has been a long time since i have made any post, almost 6 months..gosh!! thats a long time. well the reason was that my laptop had gone out of order and i didn't mind keeping it in an isolated corner of my room in chd as i had many other interesting things to do...now i know most of you might think that i was busy preparing for CAT as this was for what i had gone to chd but actually i did every other thing apart from this.No no no no.. don't think that i didn't study at all...i regularly attended my classes which were 14 hours per week on an average. ya i did study a little but now i am at home since diwali and getting apprehensive about CAT.

its time to fill forms for different colleges...and looking at my current situation at the academic front i m really confused which all forms to fill.though i seem to be enjoying time at home..getting up late, then watching tv, meeting friends, playing pool and studying a little bit so as not to feel guilty...but i m really feeling terrified by the sheer thought of CAT and other exams. i hope i get the joining soon so that i don't have to study...i am really tired of it. on top of that i don't have my laptop, it is still lying at the service center(thank god it has shifted from the isolated corner to service center) but the service here is really bad..it has been almost 15 days and no response.all this is adding to my frustration..thanks to my friend that i have got a laptop for few days.i hope i get my laptop as well as my joining soon.