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I have been trying to write something from last half an hour and what I could write was not even a single line, not even four words and the thing is that why m I even trying to write…what do I want to write?
My colleagues here are so different than people I have met earlier. They are so sincere wit their studies (unlike engineers) and whenever they get time for themselves, they spend their time doing different things like painting, drawing, reading and doing many other interesting things. So, I kind of got inspired. Even I felt like doing something. I was just wondering what I can do.
Same thing happened after watching ‘Three Idiots’. An excellent movie. I could really relate to it so well. After my 12th std, I was not clear with my aim in life. Actually, I always had so many aims. So, obviously I was not clear with what I wanted to do and went for engineering (which was considered to be the most sought after profession at that time). Though I was not very good at studies but somehow managed to get placed with TCS. In the last year at college, again got indecisive about my career. Heard from a lot of people from this industry that B.Tech + MBA is a great combo and is the latest trend. Completed college, went home and again within three four days went to Chandigarh for MBA coaching. Started preparing for CAT very seriously, again as days passed I got more casual with studies and started waiting for TCS’s call. After some time, got desperate to return back to home. Left Chandigarh went home. Stopped preparing from entrance exams. Finally, got my joining date and the day I had to join TCS was the same day when my CAT was scheduled.WOW!! What a relief, I thought. Now, no CAT.
Then came to TCS, Ahmedabad. First two days were very hectic but then got used to it. Started enjoying. Now after two months, again I want to do something else. Every time I start doing anything, I feel that I am not made for this thing, I’ll do something else. But I don’t know what this something is. I just know that it should be something I have a passion for; something, I would enjoy doing; something, of which I’ll never get bored; something, interesting; something, I’ll be good at.
But again, what is this something? People say that every person has a hidden talent and the person needs to explore it. But how do you do that? I have not been able to find it till now and I guess it’s high time.
Even if I jot down points about my interests I am not able to settle down on something. Ok, let’s see. I like reading, I like listening to music, I like dancing and…..that’s it. And when I listen to music I feel like writing. So I began writing (wanted to give it a try), but again couldn’t even think of any topic to write about.
I guess I need some help!!!